Schism

You were never meant to read this one, it was actually ...(I know what you're going to say, and)
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I was thinking that maybe... (of course, you already know it all.)
--maybe you should have called more often ...(I wanted her to be lost)
the girl wasn't going to wait forever... (in my arms)

[in her arms you hope you were never there]

Listen ...(shut up!)
I wasn't implying that you didn't care, ...(I wasn't going to keep her from leaving)
but only that you could have... (maybe you didn't understand)

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You put the words in her mouth ...(but she never denied me)
and just like yesterday when it surfaced...  (the truth is ugly, isn't it?)
you denied ever being involved; ...(being involved isn't the point)
you denied ever being here... (did you really think I'd wait forever?)
and you said don't go, don't-- ...(I was never going to...)
            ...hang up...